Chapter 4 - Yong Hwa's Revelation
After their confession with their fellow ANJell, Shin Hye and Yong Hwa started to go out in public together. They would go to their favorite coffee shop, watch movies together, listen to music or go for a bike ride at Han River.
Because of this people starts to speculate that there is something more than friendship between them. Different sites started to talk about their relationship. Some gives positive comments (A/N: Dooley/YongShin Lovers) and others negative (A/N: you know who). Both loyal and true fans of Yong Hwa/CN Blue and Shin Hye commented that they are happy if ever they are really dating in real life. However, some who can’t accept it would leave negative comments through CN Blue and Shin Hye related sites. They also tweet some negative comments through her twitter account. This really affects Shin Hye.
“Yong, I thought I’m strong.” She said crying after reading a tweet (from a so called fan of Yong Hwa and his fake wife who wants them to end up together) telling her that she won't do good for his career.
“Shin Hye-ah” He said and hugs his jagiya. “Mianhe, if I can’t do something to stop all this.”
“What if they are right that I will just be a big hindrance to your success?” She said sobbing on Yong Hwa’s chest.
“Aniyo, our success will not depend on anyone. It all depends on our talent and hard work. Please don’t put yourself down.” He said while stroking her hair.
“How can I go to Hong Kong if you’re like this? I’ll be leaving tomorrow to shoot for Running Man. Who will comfort you while I’m not around?” He said worriedly.
Shin Hye then look up at him. “Mianhe, I didn’t want you to worry about me.” She said and wipes her tears away. “Promise I’ll be strong. I’ll prove to them that I am not a hindrance to you.”
“That’s my jagiya.” Then he kissed her forehead and hugs her again.
Yong Hwa’s shoot in Hong Kong went smoothly. As always he played the game well. But after the shoot they weren’t able to meet again as CN Blue went to Japan again for their tour. During those times news and photos of Yong Hwa in Running Man came out. They show photos of him with Lee Min Jung. They take the same plane and car to and from Hong Kong. Some commented that they look comfortable with each other.
CN Blue returned to Seoul for their encore concert. Yong Hwa and Shin Hye decided that they will do the announcement during the concert. Everything has been plan but at the last minute Shin Hye back out.
“Mwo? I thought we already talked about this? We agreed that we will announce today.” Yong Hwa asked Shin Hye over the phone.
“Mianhe Yong. I think it’s not yet the right time.” She said while trying not to let Yong Hwa noticed that she is crying.
“I don’t understand it Shin Hye.” He said. “If you can’t come today it’s fine. But I can’t promise that I won’t say or do anything to prove that I’m ready to tell the whole world that I'm in love with you.” He sounds disappointed.
“Yong…” Shin Hye said when she noticed that his voice is different from the usual calm and sweet Yong Hwa.
“I need to go now Shin Hye. We still need to practice for our last day concert. Annyeong.” He said and ends the call.
Yong Hwa went to their practice and Jong Hyun noticed that he doesn’t look fine.
“Gwaenchana?” He asks.
But Yong Hwa didn’t answer him. He just got his guitar and play “Because I Miss You”.
“Hyung, why are you playing that song? I thought we won’t be including that in our repertoire for tonight.” Min Hyuk asks.
Yong Hwa still didn’t reply. He just continued playing the song and starts to sing. They just let him do it. But when he was about to finish the song, they noticed that he is already crying.
“Hyung, what’s wrong?” Jung Shin asked and approaches him.
Yong Hwa wipes his tears and stand up to leave the room but Jong Hyun stops him.
“We know there’s something bothering you.” He said while holding his arm. “We are here… you can tell us.”
Yong Hwa just looked at him and his tears starts to fall again. When Jong Hyun saw him like that he hugs him.
Min Hyuk, who was also surprise to see him like that for the first time approach him and said… “Hyung, is it about Shin Hye Eonni?”
“Min Hyuk-ah…” Jung Shin said and signals him to let Yong Hwa be like that first.
When Yong Hwa finally stopped crying, he gets back to his seats and said “Mianhe, if I acted like that.”
“We understand Hyung. But can you tell us now why you act like that?” Jong Hyun asks.
“This is the first we saw you like that. And we know that only one person can make you feel like that.” Jung Shin added.
“Is it Shin Hye Eonni?” Min Hyuk asks again.
“Ne.” Yong Hwa nodded and sighs. “She doesn’t want me to push through our plan tonight.”
“Wae-yo?” Jong Hyun asks.
“I don’t know also. She just said that it’s not yet the right time.” He replies.
“So what will you do now? Will you push through with the plan?” Jung Shin asks.
“I’m not yet sure. Let’s just see what will happen. But don’t worry I won’t let this affect our concert.” He stands up. “Let’s start our practice again.” He smiles… a fake smile that he cannot hide from his band mates.
On the other hand Shin Hye, can’t stop crying in her room after Yong Hwa ended the call. Her mother at that time was knocking at her door. She didn’t answer so she just enters her room and saw her sitting on the floor besides her bed crying.
“Shin Hye, why are you crying?” She asks and approaches her.
“Umma…” She said and hugs her mother.
“What’s wrong? Did you and Yong Hwa fight?” She asks.
She didn’t answer instead she just tighten her hug to her mother.
“Shin Hye-ah, tell Umma what’s wrong.” She said while rubbing her back.
“Umma, I broke my promise to Yong.” Her tears continue to fall. “I thought I’m strong enough but I am not.”
“Shin Hye-ah, since when did you become like that? The Shin Hye that I raise is a strong woman. You need to be strong not only for yourself but for your love ones. I know you are afraid on the outcome of your revelation but don’t you know that the longer you hide it, the more you will feel like this.” She said and looks at her. “Yong Hwa is doing his best for your relationship, don’t you think it’s now time for you to do your share.”
Shin Hye nodded and wipes her tears. “Ne. Kamsahamnida Umma”
CN Blue practice went well. And as he promised, his performance is the usual Yong Hwa or even much better. He is so lively that you won’t think that he just cry few hours ago before their concert.
But when Yong Hwa performed his song “Y, Why?” his aura changed. He became too emotional and was teary-eyed while singing it. What he didn’t know is someone was actually watching him… crying while listening to him as she knows that the song was written for her.
“Mianhe Yong” Shin Hye thought while crying. After the song she immediately left and asks their managers not to tell him that she went to the concert.
The next day, news about the concert spread in different sites. They talk about how good the concert was. But the most talked about was the presence of Lee Min Jung in their concert. She tweet a photo of her with the CN Blue boys and even added their songs in her Cyber world playlist. Because of this speculations came out that she was there to support Yong Hwa and that his performance of “Y, Why” was dedicated to her.
Yong Hwa just kept quiet about this and so was Shin Hye. And through this time they didn’t have any communication. The issue about Lee Min Jung stop a few days after the concert.
Then another one came, Seo Hyun said in a show that she never had a true feeling for Yong Hwa during their WGM show. Now, speculations rise that she is the reason why Yong Hwa is like that during their concert. When it comes to news about Yong Hwa and Seo Hyun, Shin Hye will always get affected. But this time instead of crying she decided to do her share to keep her relationship with Yong Hwa stronger.
“This is not the time for crying. I should stand by my Jagiya.” She said after reading the news.
Yong Hwa has a scheduled press conference of a clothing line endorsement. He knows that people will definitely ask him about the recent issues that involve him. So, he prepared himself for his answers. But his plan changed when he received a Kakao message from Shin Hye.
“Yong, don’t worry about me anymore. I am ready now. Saranghe” Shin Hye wrote on her Kakao message.
Yong smiles and reply to her. “Saranghe my Jagiya.”
The press conference started a few minutes after Shin Hye’s message. At first the questions are all about CN Blue’s recent launch in Japan. But when the topic about the CN Blue concert started, the name of Lee Min Jung and Seo Hyun came out.
“Yong Hwa, is it true that you are close with Lee Min Jung?” Reporter Lee asks.
“When we did our shoot in Hong Kong I can say it’s not hard to get along with her. But if you say close, I can’t really say that because for me being close is when I am able to tell that person things that I can’t tell to anyone.” He replies.
“Then why did you invite her during your show? Some even conclude that your performance of ‘Y, Why’ was dedicated to her.” The reporter asks again.
“Oh, about that, it was our manager who actually wanted to invite her. He’s a fan of hers so he asks me to give her the invitation.” He said and looks at his manager.
“So, it means the invitation was actually done in Hong Kong?” He asks again.
“Aniyo. We were already in Seoul when I gave it to her. I asked someone who knows and worked with her before to help me.” He said and smiles.
“If it’s not Lee Min Jung, does it mean it’s for Seo Hyun? We heard that you wrote that song for her and you were teary-eyed that night because you found out that she doesn’t have any feeling for you.” Reporter Jang asks.
“I wrote that song during Minami Shineyo time so how can it be connected to her. I’ll be honest that any guy will really like for her. She’s sweet, beautiful and talented.” He said.
“So, you didn’t write that song for her. But you’re teary-eyed because she didn’t feel the same way as you do?” He asks again.
“Aniyo. It’s not true that I was teary-eyed because of what she said. It’s because of someone else.” He replies.
Then Reporter Kim who’s been analyzing Yong Hwa’s replies asks. “So, if it’s not Lee Min Jung or Seo Hyun then it must be another woman.”
Yong Hwa smiled so he continues. “And you said that the song ‘Y, Why’ was written during your Minami Shineyo shoot. Then it only means that the woman behind that song could be with you during that time, right?”
“Ne.” Yong Hwa confirmed. “That song was my secret confession for her as I sang it to her first before we released it.”
“When you did that, was she aware of it? Did she reply positively?” Reporter Kim continues to ask.
“She did. She agreed to be my girlfriend and we’ve been together for two years now.” He said and then people from the press conference began to react. They began to asks a lot of questions.
“You mean all the while you hide it.”
“How did she feel when you act as Seo Hyun’s husband for We Got Married?”
“What’s her reaction on Lee Min Jung issue?”
Yong Hwa just smile but when the next question was asked…
“And how about your closeness with Park Shin Hye, did she jealous of her? Recently there are news that you two were seen together having coffee, watching movies, and listening to music or having a bike ride at Han River.” Reporter Kim asks.
“About that, no she’s not jealous. She knew about it.” He said and smiles.
“Yong Hwa, you said you’ve been with her for two years now right?” The reporter said.
“Ne.” Yong Hwa nodded.
“Since you’ve already mentioned about her… can we also know her name?” The reporter asks.
Yong Hwa looked at his manager to ask for his approval. His manager nods.
“Ne. I’ll let you know who she is.” He said. “But I need to get my Ipad first.”
Yong Hwa’s manager gave him his Ipad. Reporters are confuse why he need his Ipad.
“I’m sure you all have your twitter account right?” Yong Hwa asks. The reporters all nodded.
“Well can you please give me a minute” Then he type something on his Ipad. After that, he said. “If you want to know who she is… please check my latest tweet. Kamsahamnida.”
All the reporters took their hand phone, Ipad and laptop to check his tweet. And after they saw it…
“Oh, she’s her girlfriend.”
“They really look good together”
“I knew it. I’ve been watching them since Minami Shineyo and I have a feeling there’s something that they are hiding.” Reporter Kim said.
They still want to ask Yong Hwa about his girlfriend but the organizer already ended the interview. And Yong Hwa already left. He went to the dressing room first and to his surprise, someone was there waiting for him.
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